First, Last, and Only

I can't say that I've forgotten you, I suppose I never will..
For even the mention of your name, summons a ghostly chill.

It almost been a year, since I've even seen your face...
Still a hole remains, that no one can replace.

I always think I'm better, I always think I'm fine
But right when I'm about to smile, haunting memory sends Ice down my spine.

My first lover, my last lover, my only
In a world of people, why do I still feel so lonely?

You're Happier now, and I shall let you be
But I'm having a hard time coping, with this reality

I swear! its not time that heals the Broken heart
For every second has been torture, since we've been apart.

Still... your happiness means more than my own,
so I cast the forbidden spell...and turn my Broken heart...To Stone.