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Dream Walker

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    These last few months I have spent on a journey. I have learned to expand my capabilities within the Dream World. You may know this as Lucid dreaming, a state in which the dreamer is aware they are dreaming and able to alter, create, or even heal with in the dream. Through a blend of shaman herbs : Calea zacatechichi: Known as “the dream herb, Mugwort, Silene Capsensis, Choline, Galantamine from the Red Spider Lily, Salvia divinorum, Kief, and a multi-vitamin, I was able to gain control of the environment of my dream. Be warned my readers, this combination is not for recreational use, but for journeying between realms of consciousness. Now as far as dreams go many of us have had dreams that to this day we can still recall, dreams so good we wish we could stay an eternity, dreams that we may even have had the opportunity to control. Sadly, these dreams occur at random and we easily loose control if we even had any. You will notice in a nightmare, that what ever terrible thought your mind thinks of will most likely occur in the dream. You may wake up and realize that despite the irrationality of the dream (flying people, floating kingdoms, special abilities) you accept them so easily as reality while dreaming. These two facts are the keys to Lucid dreaming, learning that you have the control of the dream, and being able to stay asleep even after you realize you are dreaming. The blend mentioned above will induce dreams of a higher magnitude, it will help you gain control of the environment (you control where the dream goes) (like setting, or event), you will be able to awaken within the dream (Aware of Dream World that now surrounds you), once you are there, you will be able to create within the dream, [think like real life minecraft in creative mode]. 

    Now as far as me personally, I have started this journey to better gain control during a very unique to me style of nightmare. Almost two years ago, I had a very very bad break up with someone who I still suspect may be my soul mate. Almost immediately after I would have intense dreams with complete recall of us fixing things, saying things we never got the chance to say, gaining everything that I had lost in the real world. Unfortunately, I was unaware that I was dreaming, and would wake up to my true nightmare, "reality", nothing was fixed, she was still lost to me. In my desperation to stop the dreams that made reality my horror, I would go on long binges without sleeping, sometimes weeks at a time. My sleep deprivation caused the gap between dreaming and being awake to fade. I started seeing dream characters in real life, it got so bad that I could no longer tell where one realm started and the other ended, everything became blended and was chaotically out of my control. I had learned that high amounts of alcohol completely stopped my dream cycle, and I could for once sleep peacefully. Now as we all know alcohol is not a fixer, its like putting a dirty band-aid on, it was a temporary fix for a problem that needed resolution. So I meet with people who are interested in Lucid dreaming and Awakening a higher sense of consciousness. I spent these last two years researching, ways to induce lucid dreaming, ways to awaken my higher senses, meditation, self created tranquility. 

    I have learned a lot thus far, and am excited to see where the journey takes me. I know I have been in-active in IRL especially here on DA, but rest easy my friends, every journey has a story waiting to be told, and this will be no exception. As far as what I have gained through this experience. Most of my dreams have total recall, they are extremely vivid, on most occasion I control where the dream goes, unless I have never seen or been to the place before in IRL. I have yet to learn control when I dream of her, it happens rarely now though, like every few months instead of every night. I would say it was less intense with time, but every emotion felt magnifies and personifies in my dreams. It has become my favorite method of self harm. Truly I would not survive dreaming of her often, its like a trade, for every time I am reunited there is a price to pay, a piece of my soul and sanity is ripped away in a most aggressive fashion. I can control the location but not my own inner desires. I am still working on gaining control of self, once I achieve that state, my dreams will be completely under my control. For all my Lucid dreamers out there, forget astronauts and deep sea divers, you are the new pioneers of this amazing generation, go forth and explore. 
This is the documentation of my journey with lucid dreaming thus far. It contains the recipe for the most powerful dream inducer on the planet {Be warned, this is for shaman level experiences, not recreational users} For all my Lucid friends out there feel free to leave your lucid dream experiences in the comments section here so others may enjoy, and you gain credentials for the field. See you on the other side my friends.  
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How often do you use this blend of herbs?